Central PA LGBT History
Central PA LGBT History
  • Home
  • Exhibitions
  • Collections
  • Sites
  • Publications
  • Resources
  • First Equality Governor
  • Playing Our Song
  • Start Spreading The News
  • More
    • Home
    • Exhibitions
    • Collections
    • Sites
    • Publications
    • Resources
    • First Equality Governor
    • Playing Our Song
    • Start Spreading The News

  • Home
  • Exhibitions
  • Collections
  • Sites
  • Publications
  • Resources
  • First Equality Governor
  • Playing Our Song
  • Start Spreading The News

We Believe? LGBTQ+ Religious Experiences in Central PA

Graphic from January 1979 Keystone newsletter

    "Dignity became the forefront here in Harrisburg area fighting for rights. You know, we talked to our senators. We talked to our mayor.”


    John Barns, 2015

    "By about 1990, I think we [MCC] had lost probably a third of our clergy because they were men, and they […] all died of AIDS.” ​– Rev. Mary Merriman, 2013


    Rev. Mary Merriman, 2013

    Jerry Brennan (1943 - 2001)

    Jerry Brennan was the founder of Dignity/Central PA, the Gay and Lesbian Switchboard of Harrisburg, and Gay Community Services. He was involved in LGBTQ+ activism beginning in the late 1960s, having been “radicalized even before Stonewall,” according to Steven Leshner. According to Steven, “he [Jerry] combined his religious faith and his sense of trying to correct injustice.” Richard Hause said “he wrote a lot of letters to Congress and legislatures, […] he was always up on the latest laws that were coming out. And if he opposed them, he wrote. Profusely. To Congress and the state legislature, and anyone else!”

    Jerry Brennan (right)

     Jerry Brennan (Left)

     Jerry Brennan’s memorial card


     

    “Jerry was all about justice…He was always for the little guy, that’s the way he said it.”


    Richard Hause, 2017

    Father Sawdy

    Reverend Wallace E. Sawdy was the chaplain of Dignity/Central PA for 20 years. He would often write a Reflections column in Keystone, Dignity’s newsletter. Many members of Dignity praised him and his ministry to the LGBTQ+ community. Thurman Grossnickle said “[he doesn’t] know what [he] would’ve done without that man.” In his oral history, John Barns recounted that Father Sawdy took in gay men who were dying of AIDS, saying he knew “how to love other people with no strings attached.”
     

    From left to right, Thurman Grossnickle, Father Sawdy, and John Onofrey 

    Father Sawdy’s Reflections column from the May 1979 issue of Keystone

    Reconciling Faith and Identity

    Many people expressed in their interviews a struggle to reconcile their faith and LGBTQ+ identity. While some were eventually able to reconcile the two through open and affirming churches or through their own realizations, many were too hurt by organized religion to return, such as David Walker who said he “needs apologies” and Kathy Fillman who said organized religion has “done more harm than good.” Others simply found they did not need religion in their lives, while some became members of other faiths, such as Anthony Sylvestre who became a Buddhist. Others still simply practice their own spirituality outside of organized religion.

    Reconciling Faith and LGBT Identity Part 1

    Reconciling Faith and LGBT Identity Part 2

    Reconciling Faith and LGBT Identity Part 3

    Reconciling Faith and LGBT Identity Part 4

    They didn’t have to either have their sexuality or their faith—that they could have both together.


    Rev. Eva O'Diam, 2015

    LGBTQ+ Clergy Experiences

    The experiences of LGBTQ+ clergy are varied. Some were lucky enough to attend open and affirming seminaries, while others avoided going to seminary for years despite feeling called to ministry out of fear that they would not be accepted. Some expressed fear of their safety should they go through seminary as an out LGBTQ+ person, while others went through seminary in the closet and did not come to terms with their sexuality until later. Some were ordained in open and affirming churches such as MCC, while others were ordained in less accepting churches, such as Rev. Eva O’Diam, who was initially ordained as a Church of the Brethren pastor before moving her credentials to MCC.
     

    “At that time, no seminaries let gay and ​lesbian people in—it was still too new.”


    Rev. Mary Merriman, 2013

    LGBTQ+ Clergy Experiences Part 1

    LGBTQ+ Clergy Experiences Part 2

    “I went through seminary and never dealt ​with the fact that I was lesbian.”


    Rev. Eva O'Diam, 2015

    Community & Religious Responses

    Backlash

    Responses to LGBTQ+ people from religious organizations and communities in Central PA, and the nation at large, were mixed. Debates over the ordination of LGBTQ+ ministers raged throughout the end of the 20th century. Debates over the sinfulness of homosexuality played out in newspapers throughout the country, including in Central PA. Local LGBTQ+ religious groups such as MCC Lancaster and MCC Harrisburg faced backlash from communities when they tried to buy their own buildings. The Harrisburg Men’s Chorus, comprised largely of gay men, had a performance cancelled at a church in York due to religious condemnation of LGBTQ+ people. And, during the AIDS crisis, churches would refuse to hold funerals for gay men who died of AIDS.

    "What was worse around here was church reaction. Guys could not get funerals. There wasn’t a whole lot of—of problem with undertakers; they could deal with it. But churches couldn’t, just couldn’t, so there were a lot of funerals in funeral homes. A lot of families would not show up for the funeral


    David Walker, 2015

    Experience the Creative Vision of Central PA LGBT History Art Gallery

    A June 29, 1996 article in the Patriot News about MCC Harrisburg’s move to their own building

      Show more

      CONTACT US:

      P.O. Box 5629, Harrisburg, PA 17110

      history@centralpalgbtcenter.org

      (717)  409-5781


      Copyright © 2023 Central PA LGBT History - All Rights Reserved.

      • Home
      • Exhibitions
      • Collections
      • Sites
      • Publications
      • Resources

      Powered by

      This website uses cookies.

      We use cookies to analyze website traffic and optimize your website experience. By accepting our use of cookies, your data will be aggregated with all other user data.

      Accept